I have already moved out and now am renting a one bedroom apartment. This is the last photo i took of the house as i was moving out my final pile of papers & kitchenware.
The door is open, yet it is dark inside. This pretty much parallels what's going on inside my heart and my head.
It's taken me a long time to come to terms with this fact. I have been in denial for quite some time now. Years, even. I though "if only...."
But once all the cards are down on the table, there really is one and only one path to our lives. An that path is in completely separate directions.
Of course, this is the absolute last thing that i ever could have wanted. In my life, divorce was never an option. You stick through the tough parts, and you make it work. You do EVERYTHING you can. But sometimes everything is just not enough. The road of me and my sarah diverge here.
At this door.