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Friday, July 8, 2005
idealistic futures
i've finally made some sort of a connection.

jeesh, its only taken me a good two years.
i have grown a lot more than i had ever though i would grow.
i've felt extremes, the highs and lows of life.
if you can't feel the pain, then the love will be meaningless.
for every tear that your eye lets go, down the line, you will be able to climb one rung higher on the ladder of happiness.

Don't give up. You can't let go. Don't quit this crazy game of life.

God has a plan for you. or else you wouldn't be here, right?
idealism is only second best to pain.

dammit, humans are complicated creatures. and sometimes i wish i was an animal, unable to feel love, unable to feel rejection, unable to feel loss.
the bad in life hurts. it hurts so much.
but you must realize that we set our own paths. luck is merely a combination of preparation and timing.
don't say goodbye too early.
give life a chance.
because when you least expect it,
you might just smile...

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Volleyball Princess  posted on  Saturday, July 9, 2005

God works on His own schedule. How hard it is to give up your own timeline. Expecting things to happen (when you have been preparing for years) never seems to work out - leaving you feeling like a mess (clearly ;> I'm talking about myself). And then you wonder why. Having faith is the hardest thing, and then something happens, and you realize that He's been looking after you the entire time. :>

Winston  posted on  Wednesday, July 20, 2005

Here here! I second both of your statements. Though I've lost my faith in God and sometimes wonder if this is why I'm down I still believe things will always be both good and bad. I've adopted kind of a yin yang perspective toward everything. Good and bad; love and hate; happiness and sadness. It's all there in all of us. Embrace the chaos!!!

Volleyball Princess  posted on  Tuesday, July 4, 2006

Last year was an amazing time. I'm nostalgic about it. It was one of those moments that you remember forever, and hold close to your heart. Pain is not connected to happiness. This way of thinking lets you put up with pain that is not necessary (I know from experience). I'll miss this blog when it disappears. It's my favorite. You believed in angels... and were idealistic still... It makes me sad to know it's gone. Sometimes it's hard to let go.

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